Finn Peachey came into my life when we were retaking our GCSE english and doing a GCSE photography course together in September 1997. The moment i laid my eyes on him it was something special,:DD i loved him the moment i saw him, although i wasn't in a good place at the time,
my friends baby, Natalie, had died on August 1st (aged 2 months) and i was more closer to Natalie then her mother was. I was heartbroken and this sent me into a depression that would only end in November 1998.:-/

He was my angel in a way, we talked, i didn't say much as too what was bothering me as it is was still a sensitive topic then. I always enjoyed our time in photography together. He had his 17th birthday in December. Waiting to see him and talk to him gave me a reason to live because i was seriously considering ending it all (october 1997), some how with Finn's friendship and my total love and respect in him, i came through the worst part.

Anyhow on the 13th Feb '98, i said goodbye to him and i watched him walk away and out of my life, he lives in Dalston and the college was kicking him out over poor attendance, well it isn't easy getting from east london to High barnet. I was going to give him a valentines card for him to remember me by, but i knew that would be too painful for both of us.:**:

I soon found my new saviour (other than jesus) and that was music. The lyrics of some songs came me hope to live for and by the end of 1998, i was writing my own songs.:p